Recent Updates

im gonna make a scrapbook page later on How I Want To Get My Shit Together like for real. self reminder

ugh im so sick of being angry all the time

i AM MAKING IT HARD FOR PEOPLE TO LOVE ME

yay i fix timestamps

i told my family at a gathering yesterday that i wanna become a spiritual counselor volunteer for traumatized and sick people and they acted weird about it. i sorta get why but the reason i am going to do this is because so many other spiritual counselors are harmful lol. i think i can really genuinely provide good counsel that is both in line with a client's needs and like, actually compassionate? kinda hurt my feelings ngl

ok so scrap timestamps work and these don't?? awesome. cool

ok so the fucking timestamps are wrong on here so i gotta figure that out

anyway i started star trek voyager and yeah the older woman younger man ship got me. except janeway has chemistry with literally everyone lmao so

i hate pmdd. it is Truly i think potentially the worst mental illness i have. i am gonna go to the doctor and have them shut mai ovaries off and then i will probably get -> WORSE before i get better... because i guess you go into a hormone flare after but what else can i do lol i have to try Something

this is my first update? i hope